Time flies. It was kind of shocking when I saw that my last post was about 6 weeks ago. For some reason unknown, this term seems to be harder to cope with. All the while I have been stumbling after courses, struggling to catch up. It didn't use to be this hard. I think I'm losing my touch. I just can't concentrate for a long period of time now. I miss my time at college. Is my learning ability undergoing an exponential decay?

Sometimes I wonder why am I studying so hard. Is it going to make that much of a different in the future if I don't stress myself out trying to get good grades? What I am doing in my room all the time when I should be out there talking to people, chilling out, or sleep? I can't help it. It sucks, I know. I think I'm addicted because it sucks (haha pun).

The only thing that keeps me sane are songs. Whenever I listen to the Beatles it takes some edge off me. Plainly speaking, there's not much that I'm looking forward to. I'm staring at blank space, nothing particularly of interest. Screw studies! I'm getting have myself a good time here at Vancouver.

Or I can go back to my studies... Yeah, I'll do that.