Classes have started again. Time to renew my motivation and revive my math and physics, weary as I am of the learning-and-forgetting cycle. Sometimes I wonder why do I learn all this stuff when I am going to forget them eventually. My friend told me it is so that when I need it I can relearn it faster. But to me relearning takes about as much effort. 

I found that I am worse at talking to people. You heard me right. I found myself prefering to spend time alone with myself, and faced with other people, found myself lacking in interesting topics to talk about. My speech ability is degrading, I prefer writing things down. Like this increasingly depressing blog of mine. 

I remember I used to laugh a lot when I was in Taylor's. Maybe because Bernard was there, and the profs are super good at teaching, or maybe because I used to go to church. Seriously I don't know what happened to me. I guess the main reason is because of me growing up. Everyone is changing. And the way my change (or rather, the lack of it) displeases me. Maybe I should talk to people.

Anyway lots of things to do. Am slightly behind due to lack of motivation (haha). Still have to buy textbooks, do my required readings, and start assignments - an extra curriculum stuff. Now that I think about it, I think a lot of my unhappiness is caused by my increased awareness of things outside performing well in school. 

Anyway (again), I plan to finish writing about my trip to US in the weekends. Maybe some pictures (haih, have to update my facebook too - funny how these things are becoming somewhat of a chore that takes considerable effort for me to do). Maybe. That's the best I can promise nowadays.

Ciao.