Fed-up
Major disappointments:
1. Bought a DVD-burner; after 8 or 9 months (in which I only used it a few times) the computer started failing to detect it at times.
2. Tried to fix my unused computer but never really succeed. It failed to boot up. Got conned by a computer shop which claimed to have fixed it.
3. Arranged for my early-arrival at University of British Columbia because I'm going to arrive there before my official move-in date which is 2/9/2006. JPA couldn't/never tried to confirm the date of flight, so I put the move-in date for my early arrival as 27/8. Recently heard my friend said JPA officer told him MAYBE we're going to fly at 29/8. I've already paid CAD$150 (CAD$25 per day) for the early-arrival housing. Busted!
4. Tried to get off my computer games addiction. Now I'm hooked up with the trio: Oblivion, Diablo 2: LOD, Heroes 4. Home is so damn boring.
5. Tried to keep fit but there's no motivation nor persistence for me to exercise, not to mention my computer addiction hindering me too.
6. I didn't drive even once duing my holidays.
7. I didn't go anywhere during holidays except for a school governor conference in Taman Negara.
8. I don't like what I'm seeing at home. Rotten -
9. Stupid modem problems, or is it Streamyx's problem? I don't know. Internet's been very buggy + unstable + lagging these few days. Yahoo and MSN Messenger keep disconnecting at regular intervals.
(Sigh) It's driving me nuts. I don't know what to do. Is this a trial that I'll come out stronger? Is this purgatory? I'm cursing almost everyday now, thinking of all those problems. It's not that I want to think of them; they just sort of creep into my mind and linger there. Am I fighting against Circumstance itself?
Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?
1. Bought a DVD-burner; after 8 or 9 months (in which I only used it a few times) the computer started failing to detect it at times.
2. Tried to fix my unused computer but never really succeed. It failed to boot up. Got conned by a computer shop which claimed to have fixed it.
3. Arranged for my early-arrival at University of British Columbia because I'm going to arrive there before my official move-in date which is 2/9/2006. JPA couldn't/never tried to confirm the date of flight, so I put the move-in date for my early arrival as 27/8. Recently heard my friend said JPA officer told him MAYBE we're going to fly at 29/8. I've already paid CAD$150 (CAD$25 per day) for the early-arrival housing. Busted!
4. Tried to get off my computer games addiction. Now I'm hooked up with the trio: Oblivion, Diablo 2: LOD, Heroes 4. Home is so damn boring.
5. Tried to keep fit but there's no motivation nor persistence for me to exercise, not to mention my computer addiction hindering me too.
6. I didn't drive even once duing my holidays.
7. I didn't go anywhere during holidays except for a school governor conference in Taman Negara.
8. I don't like what I'm seeing at home. Rotten -
9. Stupid modem problems, or is it Streamyx's problem? I don't know. Internet's been very buggy + unstable + lagging these few days. Yahoo and MSN Messenger keep disconnecting at regular intervals.
(Sigh) It's driving me nuts. I don't know what to do. Is this a trial that I'll come out stronger? Is this purgatory? I'm cursing almost everyday now, thinking of all those problems. It's not that I want to think of them; they just sort of creep into my mind and linger there. Am I fighting against Circumstance itself?
Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?