Lately I've been studying a lot. In the future, when I turn back and reminisce about this year, especially this term, I'll pull at my hair and beat my chest and probably tear my clothes. It'll just a big blank space - myself studying in my room or library (when my laptop drives me
nuts), nothing else. All the dreams I had before coming to Canada remain to be dreams, all the great plans (yeah, like ruling the world) remain as plans. Everything is work in progress (WIP), nothing is a release (Relz). The lack of will power to complete what I've planned to do is really worrying me. Besides studying, 
I don't get much done. Even studying is a problem now. I wonder if it's the professor or myself, but I can hardly 
catch up with my studies. I'm gettting less and less efficient now. Take yesterday for example, I spent 1 hour and a half thinking in vain about the solution for a Physics solution and I only got it when I was about to go to sleep. I'm losing my touch and I'm worried. I hope I was (were?) a robot, so when I get less efficient I could update/optimize some my code to increase my efficiency. I wish it was that simple.

Besides this whole chunk of whining (which my friend reminded that I've no right to do because I do well in my studies), I've nothing much to tell. Nothing is really happening now. And lots of stuff to do - I haven't bought my air tickets yet, I haven't filed my tax return yet (a pain in the sorry ass), I haven't... the damn list just goes on. I'm tired. When will this have to end?

Current status: Trying to
get my Physics 170 assignment done, having a class at 8 a.m. which sucks. Wishing for a normal life.

Sorry mum, what you said is true. I'm living an abnormal life now...

p/s: Did I tell you Blogger sucks? Usually free things rocks, like Gmail. But Blogger sucks. Weird thing is, Gmail and Blogger are owned by Google.